No life without Love & pride

posted on 11 Jul 2010 20:11 by redcrayon in BJD

I am sick with influenza and lost 3 kg in 4 weeks.

Now I can't eat too much and sholud exercise more. 

Glad to lost 3kg! But that are not enough to me. 

I am fat!!  Really want to lose 5 kg in this month.  Orz


Some guys always ridicule on my look.

They inadvertently hurt my feeling everyday. My pride was cut to the quick.

My friends and family think dolls are useless and very expensive.

They doubted I am crazy when I take photo for doll. 

Why they can't identify what I want ?!

Dolls can comfort my heart however they can't talk and move.

奈落 Mañjusaka (Crobidoll--Yeon-ho) is important to me. 

I felt sorrow at the death of my friend (William) last year.

Mañjusaka disperse my sadness in that time.

I dreamed that I met William and tried to stop him. Lift is short and fragile !


He's amazing!  Shun, Thank you for made the wonderful face-up for him! 

You are a great artist !! Hope you will make great face-up for my boys in the future. XD


He has sleeping eyes ?!

Thanks for left comments on my last post.

thanikarn << Right, his hair flying around like star. XD Angela always sleep too much. Werther just want to wake her up.

shun << The wig bought form a doll shop in HK. It's pity the wig already sold out.  Thx! Angela is my best friend and lovely sister. XD

Muse << Thx. I like this shot too. That's fun and crazy!

popo << Angela always wake me up in midnight. So, I like to wake her up in daytime. We are crazy! XD

aries << No. We haven't tease Angela. XD Just play with her. Agree with u. The wig look like the fox's tail!

Tik << The wig ie very special and cool. It's amazing.

Kwan << Really ?! Angela looks like shun's cat?! Sounds good! XD I want to see her!! The long fur easy to make doll looks like a fox!! That's cool.

ถั่ว เขียว<< Yea. Angela felt unhappy after we interfere her. >__<

Cielo, Nomyens, ZePhyRuS, FH666 << Thank you.

Opal << Thx. I like to take funny shots for my cat and dolls. That are warm!




I'm fine. Guys, Thank you for the kindly comments. Thanks a lot!!!

13lood_bunny << Thank you.

tanya << Thank you so much. I will try my best to confront everything! Dolls are the best friends.

kufufu << Thank you. He seems closed the eyes. But he is not a ghost. XD

ถั่วเขียว << Thank you. I'm Ok now. Hope william rest in peace. I really care my body and weight however I'm not a teenager. XD

Muse << I already healed. Thank you. Let's hard to lose weight together ja! XD I will not care their bullshit again.

shun << Thx. I will show them that I can control my life & money. Hope your friends rest in peace and without any paint in heaven.
OK, I will tell u if I have any comment about Mañjusaka's face-up. XD Way to go! I want to a thin body that same as u. ^v^

mymph << Thank you.

Lokifer << Thank you so much. I amsorry to hear that your friends ridicule you too. >_< It's really hurt.
"when most people leave me, dolls are always by my side." "Shun's face-up is alway the best!"Ttotal agree with u ja.

kwan << Thank you so much. Right, everything turns down when we are so tired. I will have a full rest. Hope u keep health forever however u are busy.

#10 By Red mina on 2010-07-21 16:33

I still have issue about dolls with my mother. I can't change her mind or how other people thinking about my hobby. However, I manage my responsibilities at the best I can, showing them that playing doll doesn't bother my job.

I'm glad to hear that you are better now. I hope you have a full rest. This is so important, everything turns down when we are so tired,doesn't it?

#9 By หัวใจจะวาย on 2010-07-19 22:52

Get well soon Mina.

Some people just don't understand us.
My parents think doll are useless too.
They said it makes me obsessed.
Also, my friends ridicule me.
I'm so upset with them, but of course, nothing i can do.
Just forget about those words, it's not worth to think about.

All the matter in this world is our dolls.Even though, they're not a living thing, i always believe that they do have a heart.

when most people leave me, dolls are always by my side.

Sorry about your William.
Hope he'll rest in peace.

Besides, your Manjusaka is adorable cry.
Shun's face-up is alway the best!

#8 By Lokifer on 2010-07-15 16:07

Cool !!! He's so handsome :D

#7 By mymph on 2010-07-15 12:20

I'm lucky that my parent didn't blame me or stop me to play with my doll. Maybe because I'm not a young girl, and they know that I have ability to manage my money and my life. You should show them that you can control your life, and let them know why dolls are important for you.

I'm sorry for your friend. I ever lost my friends too. One by car accident, and another one by disease. It's difficult to control one's mind. I hope you feel better asap.

Mañjusaka is so cool. I love all of your pics. Thank you very much for your compliments, but I'm not great artist yet. I'm not expert and want to practice more and more. However, I'm really really glad that you like my face-up. If you have comment or find some mistake on my face-up, please let me know. It's important for me to improve my skill. And I hope to have a chance to face-up your boys again in future.

P.S. I don't think you're fat girl.

#6 By shun on 2010-07-13 23:16

I hope you get better from your influenza now. Congrats that you lost weight! I want to lost mine too XD.

Some people don't have manner, just shrug and forget about their words.

Mañjusaka is so pretty, I love his cool eyes!

#5 By +Muse+ on 2010-07-12 22:57

oh!! I known this face from Shun's blog, he's so handsome cry

I'm so sorry about your friend, I remember you've written about him long time ago. that's so sad to him.

I'm glad you're better now confused smile but you should not worry about your weight too much, some people always have bad mouth whatever you may look like ,I'm sooooo very fat but I don't care too much, maybe coz I'm not a teenager anymore sad smile

btw. you've aked me in my blog, that entry is all about girls in my house, all about boy is before girl's entry ka' cry

thanks for always visiting my blog ka' confused smile

#4 By ~ถั่วเขียว~ on 2010-07-12 00:19

So handsome~~~

He can close eyes, din't he wink wink wink

#3 By Kufufu on 2010-07-11 22:05

Don't mind people, they are just silly, sometimes narrowed mind. It's important to do things that make you happy. Just be yourself. I like play with dolls too. ^_^

all the best~

#2 By tanya on 2010-07-11 21:33

He is so handsome and very cool cry
(last pic really like he can close his eyes wink)

Hope you will get better soon double wink